To the Man who named me Bastard
Why did you never love me?
Why did you never try to even speak or see me let alone know me?
Why was I never good enough?
Not even for you?
I am named sacrifice
you didn’t want me
Daddy didn’t want me
Nor did Mommy
You couldn’t give two shits about me
Daddy thought I was an annoying pretentious bitch
Mommy hated me
I wrote this for you
Yeah you were right. I was going to write John before I was called out and ridiculed for it… so instead I wrote Joe in 2005.
Not that you ever cared
Is it weird that I wish you had?
That your indifference makes me feel especially worthless?
I guess I am what people call ‘unloveable’.
To the Man who called me Bastard.
To the Man who made me Bastard.