To the Man who named me Bastard

Why did you never love me?

Why did you never try to even speak or see me let alone know me?

 

Why was I never good enough?

Not even for you?

 

I am named sacrifice

 

you didn’t want me

Daddy didn’t want me

Nor did Mommy

 

You couldn’t give two shits about me

Daddy thought I was an annoying pretentious bitch

Mommy

Mommy hated me

 

I wrote this for you

 

Yeah you were right. I was going to write John before I was called out and ridiculed for it… so instead I wrote Joe in 2005.

Not that you ever cared

 

Is it weird that I wish you had?

 

That your indifference makes me feel especially worthless?

 

I guess I am what people call ‘unloveable’.

 

To the Man who called me Bastard.

 

To the Man who made me Bastard.

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